Friday, January 30, 2015
Olaa~!
Pardon me for not being as active (inactive since donkey years ago HAHA)
Life has been challenging although it is only the beginning of 2015.
Life has never been easy kan?
As you aged, you'll transition from one phase to another.
While for me, I'd come to the phase to be transitioned from campus student to a young working adult?
Sounds quite scary kan?
Instead of scary, I should rephrase it as challenging :P
There's nothing we can't overcome with His guidance kan!
Amen! Hehehehe
I bet most of you have come to a place whereby it is time for you to choose to the left or to the right. (Basically cross-road lah lol)
I'm guilty for not being faithful as I did not pray whole-heartedly for this matter yet.
It is a struggle between emotion and spirit.
Being at home for the past 3 months after away from home for studies for the past 3 years,
I realized that my daddy and mommy really aged a lot.
A lot of things that as a child, I used to not pay attention to as I always thought that parents would be able to settle it by themselves.
That's the biggest mistake I'd made.
It is their grey hair and health conditions which really alerts me.
Time is ticking, and what have I been doing for the past 23years?
I wonder.
Other than chasing after my dream, have I ever slow down my pace, to accompany my parents?
I'm ashamed and guilty of that.
God has clearly told us to honor our parents.
Obviously I'm not doing enough.
Perhaps it is time to come back home.
To spend more time with them, to keep them accompanied.
Even by sitting and breathing next to them would make them fly to cloud 9 HAHA
Parents are getting cuter (and fussier) as they aged.
Maybe they have reached the state for them to act manja with us?
xD ah gosh.
It's time to really pray about my future direction.
It is like the road not taken man. :(
Wherever You would want me to go, oh God, I'll obey lah. (might be reluctant at times, but I have no say kan lol)
Oh and also for a smooth PRP placement upon graduation :)
Worry nothing as tomorrow has it own worries.
Focus and strive for the best on a daily basis!
Live like today will be your last day on earth (CHOY) LOL
HAHAHA
okay. end of midnight thought.
Good night!
Kthxbye. :P
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1:41 AM
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