Mei Yong is her name ;)
Even I tell u which schl im in u oso dunno de la xD
3/8/1992 is her Birthday
100% Sabahan
Female of course =P
Studying BPharmacy in IMU :)
♥ current status ♥
Mood: Peace
Status: Single
Face condition: Normal
Shoutouts: Live in Christ
It's a new year and I have to admit that I made a bad start. I'm sorry for scolding my brother in front of the public, causing him to lost face and yeah... I big slap to me to remind me that I should be more alert in handling my emotions from now on...
If he isn't my brother, If he wasn't bearing with my bad temper, If he wasn't giving face to me (I guess), If he isn't 疼 me ( I assume), he could have been scolded me in front of the public.
But he didn't...
I'm sorry for putting u in such harsh and embarrassing situation... Last year I did said that I will try to treat you better but obviously, I did not try hard enough...
Well, yeah, I will still apologize to you in person. Just that I do think a public apology is needed LOL
But I have to make thing clear. I apologize is because I was in fault for scolding and beating you in the public, HOWEVER, This doesn't mean that I accept that bad habit of yours!
You have NO IDEA how hurtful was that! I'm MAD. I'm FURIOUS. I'm sad and yes, totally heart broken.
No joke brother. This is a serious issue. I will not give in to such bad habit. Although you have your reason there, but still, I can not accept it AT ALL!
There was once you told me in IS that you once got your butt into that bad habit but you got yourselves out from that because you know its bad your health and you will not let yourselves back into that habit.
Brother, do you know how proud was I back then? I feel so proud to have you as my brother.
When I told you this last night in YHK's car, you said it was sarcastic when i said i'm proud of you back in secondary school and college time.
I wasn't being sarcastic. I truly felt that way that time.
Why? Why are you getting your ass back into that bad habit? Why??
Do you have any idea how hurtful was it when you bought that box and undo the wrapping right in front of me? Do you know how hurtful was it when you kept pressing and ticking the lighter? Do you know that my tears almost gush down from my eyes?
You said no biggy. You said not a problem. You said why so serious. You said one day gonna die and who cares how you die.
Right, no one cares how you die then why on earth we tell u to stop that!? CAUSE WE CARE DAMN IT!
Can you imagine how will your mother feels when one day she found out about this? I know you know what are you doing, so, Please brother, please... You seriously better stop it. No joke. Please...
