Wednesday, October 28, 2009
HUKAO!!21days more!!!D=lols xDDDDK bah...stress?? YEAP! T_TMeh? LOLK bah bah bah...Continue striving hard for my future lols xDMost probably will go for A level xDHopefully can score 11A's =xIm not greedy d...11A enuf edi no nid all A+ lols xDDDBut wun it b nice if can get all A+?Sure can get scholarship wit tht results xDYOSH!!GAMBATEH!!!Who else wan me wake him/her up at 3am d O.OGive me a call o text me lolsCoz lately will wake up n study at 3am xDJoin me bah if u wan =P
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4:26 PM
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Was wondering for long sud I post this anot...And yes...At last decided to post this out ==If not I might gone nuts!! T__T!!!WHAT ON EARTH WRONG WITH U!?GOSH!!!KEEP ON OFFERING TO SEND ME HOME EVEN I HAD REJECTED FOR NOT LESS THAN 3TIMES!!!!GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSH!!!!I was wondering are there any misunderstanding...If there is then I'm sorry!WE ARE F.R.I.E.N.D.S CLEAR?!Honestly u r freaking me out ==*shivers*Seriously...I appreciates your kindness but ain't u a bit TOO kind??Well... Erm... Maybe that's your nature but erm...No offence...Sorry to say that...That nature of yours is freaking me out ==Erm... Mind not to ask me the same question again ANYMORE?Really I do appreciate ur kindness...Really...PLEASE larh T___TI ONLY WANT A PEACEFUL LIFE!! T__TNOTHING OTHER THAN THAT!!!NO RELATIONSHIP FOR NOW!!!I REPEAT!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
T_____TI just want some single time T__TI don't mind celebrate Valentine's day with my BFFs XDDDReally xD Christmas oso xDDDP/S to Eileen :: Not necessary to celebrate Christmas with BF OK!
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9:52 PM
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Ouch...
Guess wad?
三重打击 in 1 day……
Shocking eh?
Wanna know whch 3 things?
Not things but subjects...
1stly... Did not get A for my maths!
Darn lots of careless mistake...
2ndly... Did quite bad in my physics?
Drop from grade B to grade C... ==
Not really satisfy with that...
(2nd 1 still not that heart breaking YET)
Guess what subject is the 3rd 1?
Doubt any of you can get this right...
Well... Kinda expected but never thought this bad...
Failed my chinese paper 2 T_T
Heart breaking!!
KAO!! Some sort like cried in class...
Really hurtful lah...
43/100? What kind of crappy mark IS THIS!!!
Was expecting 60++...
Fyi... I always score 60++ T_T
Shed tears in car... of course did not let my parents and my lil sis see that...
Pretend sleeping... covered my eyes... Make sure out of their sight...
Though my lil sis got ask me what happen but of course I lied...
I will never notice that why is it lately my chinese tuition teacher kinda keep attacking me in tuition if Pei Jun did not told me that...
I think Mdm Ng already know that something wrong with my chinese already...
That's why she keep attack me verbally... ( I GUESS)
Finally I'd realised what my problem is...
Look too highly upon myself (over confident in short lols)
Did not expect much from my Trial 2...
Think positively this is Trial 2 not the real SPM...
Learn from my mistakeS n will have to try my best not to repeat the same mistake again...
CARELESS-NESS ARGH!!! T_T
Kao...
The moment I recount my marks...
Unbelievable......
At first did not cry de...
But then... As time goes by....
Start shedding tears unconsciously....
Luckily not much people see...
I hope that Mdm Ng will not say hurtful stuff...(I doubt she will not do that =x)
She never fail to powderised my heart T_T
I know she say those harsh words for our own good...
Other subjects I care less but when comes to chinese...
Sure can not take it...
Sure will cry hard d T_T
Mei Yong ah Mei Yong...
Must work hard from now on...
Have to work even harder!!
Must not disappoint your parents!!
Must make them proud since you can hardly contributes anything other than through academic results to your family you see...
Must not let anyone look down on your parents!
They work so hard to let me have a good and comfortable enviroment....
If still can not score well then I really have no idea what kind of crappy reason can you give...
Stand up from where you fell down and start all over again!!
Never too late to change!
Still have 34days!!
Strive hard for your future!!
Nid more improvement in malay...
Shag T_T
Omgee...
Still hardly can feel my heart T_T
I think I'm the only 1 who still staying on my original place...
Did not advance...
Did not gain anythin...
Did not improve myself...
Pathetic... T_T
Painful...
Disappointment...
Haha...
Till now only I notice I really do love chinese...
The only subject which can really smack my head hard n wake me up...
Proud to be a chinese!
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4:10 PM
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Friday, October 9, 2009
BLURNESS AH!!!T_TIt's omz coming to an end of my scondary schl life...And I start to feel blur about my future??Unfortunately that really happen T_TWhich path should I choose??Biology + chemistry??Physics + chemistry??omgee sia...I dunno y...Haix...I feel lk hor the nearer the spm is... the blur-er the some1 is!LOL sound like hypothesis or something ==Yes...This Tuesday staff frm NYP came to my schl n gave us a briefing on a scholarship tht NYP offered...The scholarship is for diploma in digital and precision engineering..Sound new to u aint it d course?I never tot thr is such course ==I knw thr r a lot of course offered outside which we still do not knw...Tht's y I wanna xplore more n dun1 to regret of my decision...I hate making decision...Especially in this kind of stuff...Growing up isn't as happy as wad I tot whn I'm still bac in pri schl...Well the unhappy part is d making decision part...Well... Most of u sud b cn undrstnd wad Im talking about rite?I had ask quite a number of ppl's opinion on this scholarship n diploma stuff...Various type of answer I get...Both positive and negative 1...Well both side have sufficient reason to support their stand n ya know...Make it even harder for me to make a decision...Failed to contact Woo Wei Jie == nid his help oso...Haix...My mom doesn't seems happy with this scholarship stuff...To be honest... Me myself also dun really know wad I wanna be...Pharmacist? Phamaceutical Chemist? Chemist? Engineer? Doctor? Teacher?Businesswoman? LOL crap this...There are pro's n con's ya c...The scholarship r quite ya knw..1. All ur schl fees n all those blablabla everythin related to schl d all paid2. Monthly allowance of $800.3. Bonding of 5 years.Yes... GAH!!!T_T To b honest I'd never tot of choosing an engineering path...But wad my senior say ngam oso..."You might wun get a chance to study the course that u wanna take..."True... "Don't close your door first"True oso..."Don't take that course just becoz of the scholarship eventho u know that u aren't interested in it"Super true oso...Haix...But when come to financial matter...I have no choice but have to consider bout tht...My sis and I only 2 years apart...My parents have to support both me and my sis for tertiary study nez year...A-level's cost not cheap at all...Summore sis is goin to KL 2 futhur her stdy nez year too...=='' nvm...Haix....
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3:12 PM
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Monday, October 5, 2009
KAO!!!So friggin fast October edi!!4x more days to SPM =sKAO!!! T___TNervous!! meh LOLdunno la...Really have not much comment bout tis xDN yeaps~Proudly 2 announce tht~MY LIFESTYLE FINALLY COMPLETELY BAC 2 NORMAL!!WEETS~!!!Sleep at 9-10++ thn wake up at 3/4am 2 study LOLErm...Consider normal kah? =xAt least I can give sometime to my precious liver to rest xDDDDN hor i notice tht rite!!I'm kinda frigginly cheerful lately?Any1 notice tht??xDDDDMayb coz of my precious liver gt 2 rest thts y mood oso lk sun =DSUNNY!! xDDDDEHehehehe xDDDKinda addicted 2 sdo =PI guess my chrc gtting married soon SOONNid wait tht guy buy ring 4 me LOLcoz i rarely wil use cash in my game...Well maple lol RM40 ==My 1st time LOLMayb nz wil b sdo?Coz ya c sdo can buy permenant cash!D item wil stay thr 4evr unless *touch wood* sdo shut down? LOL xDDDKidding ba =Pn yeaps~!!I'm blur bout my future career agn...Curently still goin for A-level...Then nid make full use of my 1 1/2 years time 2 imporve my language n co-cum...In order to gt a scholarship 2 NUS =xI know it isn't easy but I still will try my best!!!Wish me gud luck n all the best!!Ciaos xDIt's time 2 slp now =P
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10:09 PM
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