Wednesday, October 29, 2014
For once after so many years of trying to be selfless,
I'd made a selfish decision.
You might deem me as irresponsible but ngeh.
I don't wanna care anymore.
At least I have given 2 weeks notice.
It is all about taking up the ownership to serve the house.
Oh well, it is time to grow up and step out from the comfort zone.
Not to me but to the rest of the members.
Never once have I fail to fulfill my responsibility for 2 long years.
Indeed I'd learned a lot and grow a lot from serving.
But it is time for me to take sabbatical.
It is time for me to take a deep breathe, slow down my pace and find myself again in God.
Where do I stand, where should I go, what's my calling.
Would truly appreciate it if you too could be empathic to me.
Empathy indeed is a key to so many things. lol
What research has done to me xDDDD
P.s. to that fella who tend to vanish in the mid way of conversation (not for awhile but for few days, sometimes even up to a week or two) would really appreciate it if you could at least show me some respect or so called courtesy in chatting. Although I'd tried to be as understanding as possible after your explanation etc, but please, show me some basic respect! and yes, I DO mind.
Please do not expect me to be the only part which put in the effort to keep the conversation alive when in fact, you are the one who initiated the convo. Communication is a two way thing you know? -_-
I'm a human too.
Ffk once I could let it slip.
But please don't anyhow give out your words when you can't keep them.
But I do appreciate your carefulness with words now,
indeed, an "If" does makes a huge difference.
Being said,
人而无信，不知其可也。
This is definitely not an impulsive post/decision,
took me quite some time to put this down.
Sekian, terima kasih.
Peace (v)
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9:13 PM
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