Sunday, September 21, 2014
Have you ever come to a point whereby you are frustrated by
the choice you'd made,
the situation you'd gotten yourselves into,
to some extend,
you might even blaming yourselves for the food that you are feeding yourselves with lol.
Yes, that's the level of frustration I'm talking about.
That I'd gotten myself into.
Often, I'll ask myself why on earth did I pack my schedule so tightly that I have no time for myself, no time to do the stuff I want,
no time to rest...
Sigh.
Ah well, at least one thing I'm sure is that I am not wasting my time :)
At least I'm packing it for a good cause.
To sacrifice my time to sow into His Kingdom hahaha
Sounded like something big hor hahahaha
I'm not trying to be too spiritual.
Often, is the satisfaction, testimonies and comfort from God which keep me going.
No matter how packed my time was in the past few years,
even during my killer year,
I'm reminded again and again that we are not first a student,
but a child of God, His disciple.
There are many decisions in life which I have to make.
It is not about myself anymore.
The decision you make has to be accountable not only to yourselves, ultimately,
you have to be accountable to God.
Although often, I'm challenged, tempted to give into my flesh.
YOLO mah. xDDDD
Who doesn't want to live a comfortable life whereby there's no need to be accountable to anyone.
You only have to be responsible to yourselves kan?
Don't say I'm being fake or trying to be holy.
I'm just being real here.
I too have face challenges okay.
To this very second,
I'm still in a battle between the spirit and the flesh.
(Flesh macam has a higher chance to win this round LOL)
SORREH!
我也不想的！！ DD:
HAHAHAHA AAHHHHHHH
I DUNNO LAH! (>_<)
期待的落空，
不期待的塞爆我的app -_-
现在是想怎么样？
Gimme a break please! -_-
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
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8:41 PM
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