Tuesday, February 7, 2012
对，此时此刻的我，想对你说些话……
对，我很佩服我自己竟然有那勇气向你告白。
到现在为止我从不后悔我当初的决定，
只可惜，我的心意是否真的传达到给你了？
我不懂……
也不想懂了……
你在我心里占了一席，可我在你心里又是什么？
哈……
我不懂，也不想懂了……
我从不奢望会从你身上得到什么，
只是希望你会给我一个回复。
只可惜等到今时今日都等不到一个答案。
一个简单的回复有那么难吗？
喜欢，不喜欢，告诉我就是了。
至少让我知道我下一步该怎么走啊……
朋友说，你不可靠，在玩我感情；
朋友说，给你时间，等你？ ；
朋友说，放下，继续往前进……
我说？
我说，我累了……
没有耐心，没有力气，更没有能力再陪你玩下去了。
虽然有时在街上游走，
会看到许多的事物会令我想起你，
可是这些日子是多么的难过啊……
Up until this very moment,
I still have no idea what's the situation,
Or perhaps, I don't wanna admit it?
Probably...
I don't know whether you ever give it a damn,
But sadly you gave me the feeling that you never give it a damn.
So, why should I cling onto it and give it a damn?
You can don't give it a damn,
I can too.
Don't blame me for doing this.
And yes, I'm hereby officially declare that I don't wanna give it a damn anymore.
I know most of you would doubt that I will stop giving it a damn.
Heh, yeah, you LOL
Well, we shall see :)
Let go, move on.
Like what I did 1 year ago.
Took me long enough to let go but yeah, I did it :D
1 and a half year to say goodbye to u man!
Wish that everything in army is alright and I know you can survive :)
For the sake of your mom, I know you will.
About meeting up in this year, I'm not sure how big the possibility is but yeah, will see how :)
Thanks for the New Year wishes and the short texting session.
I appreciate them as the messages brought me laughter on the 1st day of both New Year and Chinese New Year.
Like what you said 2 and a half year ago, bye bye as a boyfriend, hello as an old friend.
Jiayou in SG and survive in army ah! xDDD
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1:48 AM
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