Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Yeaps...
I'm here again to post...
Joanna said this 2dy: Girls can really change a guy...
Same to girls wad?
I guess...
I'm like a flea now?
Yeaps... A flea.. SUX
I wonder... M i the 1 who let myself be like tis?
I know i sud not blame any1...
I know.. I really do know that...
Those who r close to me n I got share wit them wad i did lately...
They all were shocked? I guess they never tot that i can become such person...
Wanna know wad i did?
Yeaps.. I created a false identity...
Met a guy from sdo...
Yeaps... KeBun...
Played with ppl's feelings was wad i did...
I ACTUALLY M DOIN SUCH THING!!
I used to memandang rendah on those peeps who play with othr ppl's feelings..
Isn't it ironic? I'm actually doin tht now!
Haha... I used to say guys r pathetic...
But I guess I'm the most pathetic 1...
Ouch... Does it hurt?
Yes... Indeed it is... Cannot be describe in words...
I know cannot blame u but...
Yes... Partially is ur fault...
Ever since tht relationship end in a not so proper way...
Yeaps... I'd become like tis...
A flea? A love flea? Haha...
Create a false identity and play with othr's feelings isnt it pathetic?
Mei Yong ah Mei Yong...
I tot u promised urself... will nvr think of this agn?
Mind is somethin tht we can control...
U can stop urself from thinking about tis...
Haix? Haha...
I guess I proper talk between u n him wil help a lot...
Who knws he mayb having a gd life n totaly 4gt about u?
He nvr knws wad kind of feelings n wound tht he left behind with u...
He never knw... never ask... treat me as if we never know each othr b4...
Din greet u hpy bdy on ur bdy... din evn bother to reply the email u sent him!
U'd been waiting... keep on waiting n waiting for his reply...
Do he even bother to talk a look of tht email?
Do u think tht he wil evn bother to check his inbox?
Eventho u del-ed every single things that mayb relate u with him but do u think tht tis method work?
Closed tht blog... Del-ed the sharing folder... Del evry single stuff tht he sent... msgs n stuff...
Work meh? NO!
Haix...
U chged ur blog link... chg ur blog template...
Haha... Doesnt help much really...
Night time when u stay inside ur room... all alone by urself...
So freakin free nothin to do...
So freaking quiet in tht lonely room...
U keep on questioning urself "I wonder why now my nite time so free edi?"
"Yea~ no more on9... no more msn... no more chatting n webcam-ing... No wonder I'm so free!"
Well good thing is i can spend my nite time to do my revision n stuff...
Bad thing is~ yeap! The loneliness...
Those feelings... yeaps... it haunt me...
As if im a sorrowful soul? LOL not so kin yao yet ==
Yea.. Wil cause some slight emo... *nod nod*
If u r observant enuf~ yeaps!
My blog's songs all are sad~ song!
伤心情歌~
Specially dedicated to me!
Whee~~
N yeaps... n oso u lols...
Thr's some msg tht i wan to tell u thru these songs lols ==
算了吧...
Dun evn think tht u wil bother to read my blog anymore since u treat me as if we never meet each othr b4...
But who cares? I do lols
This is my blog...
My world...
My story...
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11:03 PM
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