Saturday, August 22, 2009
Heyas my dear blog~
Yeap! IM TROUBLED!!!
Well... not really troubled gua... =xAfter long time of struggles...I decide to write all my feelings out!Yeap! I don't care who the heck will get hurt I don't care coz this is my blog!My teritory! My world! My story! My place to express all my feelings out!That's my original aim of creating a blog!If whoever concern felt insulted or annoyed or hurt thn u may juz leave!Unnecessary comment not needed here!AND YES!!!I'm kinda.. erm... hurt? or sud i say i buay song? Yeap... I'm buay song indeed...Let me count count...It's been 1month and 20days after u posted tht post...Yeap... tht selfish post...U chose such a great day and great timing to post tht post...Exactly 1 year we knw each othr...Few more days aftr tht vry date is my trial...If im not mistaken sud b few days after ur exam rite?I rmbr very clearly tht I told u tht a few days after ur exam is my trial exam...And yet... u stil chose such great time to tell me tht...U knw ma i plan to settle everything with u rite after ur exam n my trial exam...Coz I dun want u to feel troubled...I may sound like im very considerate, oh wait.. I M CONSIDERATE!!I think of ur situation! Think of ur emotion! DUN WANNA AFFECT UR EXAM!!AND YET WAD I GET?!I knew tht i sudn't hav b such a considerate person...Kinda regret of being Ms Goodie person...HEY IM A HUMAN TOO!!I'm not the Ms Goodie person and Ms Perfect tht u imagined in ur freaking mind!!I HAV MY OWN EMOTION TOO!!!DUH IF U R NT IN GD MOOD WIL U STIL SMILE AND B FRENLY TO WHOEVR TALKING TO U?!U WUN RITE! (unless ur eq is super duper above average)HELLO PEEPS!! IM JUZ AN ORDINARY GIRL!!!WAKE UP FRM UR IMAGINATION PLS!!!U knw hw hard I tried to let myself not to think of this matter?I really plan to chat with u agn as an old fren!But WAD U DID?!Do u think u really as 伟大 as u wrote in tht post?Hello as an old fren...HAHA!! Such sentence...Was hoping to get a birthday greeting frm u on my birthday...I juz wan to c "hpy birthday" frm u...Izit tht hard? Or izit tht u urself trying to treat me as a stranger?Treat me as an object...Whn u feel lk hving me u pick me up...Whn u felt hurted n wanna put me dwn and act lk nvr knw me b4...U r jz merely protecting urself frm being hurt!Do u evr think of my feelings?!I'm a human too!!!U assume tht aftr u posted tht vry post i wil jz accept it?U knw ma... U gav me a feeling tht u treat me as an object...U did not settle and end this relationship nicely...U gave me a feeling as if im worthless n whn im not needed i cn b dispose easily lk a 便利贴...U cn nvr undrstnd my feelings...I'M HURT!! I'M REALLY HURT!!!I juz wan to settle with u and end this relationship nicely...A week ago I really tot tht 我真的能够把这段感情放下...But guess wad?我越想越不服气，越想越气！BIAS!!! Frankly speaking...I guess it is hard for us to talk agn...And yes... U r indeed a selfish person...A VERY SELFISH PERSON!!!U r not worth my time...Bye bye forever as a stranger...
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11:25 PM
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