Sunday, September 28, 2008
heyoz~ i long time din blog le ba...
cz lately exam...
great disapointment...
i guess... i briefly knw my result le...
ovrall... i din do well...
altho i rly try my best...
i guess...
i studied hard? mayb oni specific subjects...
im rly sorry mom... im rly sorry dad...
guess tis time i gonna disapoint u both agn...
altho i promised myself b4...
i wun let u both down agn...
but i guess im jz a failure bah...
i din do my job as a daughter well...
im ready to receive my punishment lerh...
n i knw wad my punishment will be...
i wun blame u 2 dad n mom...
its my fault din do well in tis exam...
i will appreciate evry mins evry sec i have...
cz i knw... if i dun make full use both these time...
i will regret... i wil appreciate evry sec i had knw...
b4 my punishment start...
i hv tis strong feeling i gonna drop class...
1st time i hv such feelings...
i dunno hw tell them...
cz i knw... they sure wil feel disapointed...
i hope... by any chance... thy wil read tis post...
thn i no nid tell them by myself...
i feel guilty...
all pure sci subjects... i guess...
i for sure gonna fail my bio agn...
chemistry... i knw i wun fail...
but guess no A's le ba...
physics.. suprisingly... i think i do quite well...
sud gt improvement bah...
add maths... i pass my paper 2... but i din do well in my paper 1...
maths... i din do well... altho i managed to finis d paper...
but i hv no confidence at all...
most probably... disapointment agn ba?
history? general sci? moral? english? or evn malay?
ha~ top 20? byebye~~
i cn imagine hw 'gd' wil b my result...
1st time gt such feelings...
cn pass all subject i edi vry hpy lurh...
dun dare to think to gt A's...
guess my oni hope agn... chinese literature...
at least gt an A's... my report card wil look at least better abit...
evn 1 A's... im hpy... but ... guess not gonna happen bah?
1st time take chinese literature exam... buu~~
== sad~~~
i hate myself...
haix... guess cnt hlp it bah~ human nature~~
lets see...
actualy 2mr sud b a cooking day wit frens...
but suddenly coach say strting nez monday..
thr wil be an intensive training...
last for 1 week time...
those who go for tis intensive training...
wil gt a high chance to ply in SAGA(Sabah Game)...
thy will oso teach us hw to use d weapon...
a rare chance...
so i vry wad la...
haix... postpone d cooking? T_T
thn disapointment agn...
haix...
but~~ no matter wad!!!
I n nuts wil definately wun miss d bdy outing wit Brinjal...
We promised =)
BFF's bdy, we wil nvr miss it =)
ytd ply badminton wit Lum Chun Keat...
so fun xDDD
long time din ply badminton lk tht lerh...
laz for 20mins tho.. cz wushu end early ma...
car oso late come... so ply awhile wit him...
quite nice xDDD but i stil nub >w<
gonna sharpen my skill!!!
kekekeke~ ^^v
thn oni cn ply nicely~ kekekekeke~
^^ hope cn use more time to chat than ply deka...
i might hv not much time left? lols~
say til lk gt sumthin wrong..
CHOY *touch wood*
>w<
laz nite wrote diary~
lols... so long din update my diary xDDD
but wrote til half way *snores*
==
ytd during tuition...
chated wit Ashley...
talk bout many things...
she told me many things .. same to me oso =)
best fren ma ^^ dun hesitate to tell me anythin if u face any probs ^^
wad u told me ytd~ i'll oways rmbr~~
wad i told u ytd~ my thought n my decision... i oso serious de ^^
keep it a secret~ between u n me ^^
u mz appreciate mr. fab oso ar =)
he willing to go thru all d obstacles wit u =)
no nid me to say... u oso sud knw le ba~~
he heart u vry much =)
i oso knw u heart him vry much oso =)
appreciate wad u hv~
he nid ur support nw =)
jiayou ah Ashley =)
I oways support u =)
vry hpy u found a nice boy =)
GAMBATE!! ^^v
kor arh~ dun ply too much~
ltr addicted~ thn health wil light up red light de lurh...
take gud care of urself arh...
u not lil child lerh...
rest ur eyes more...
ltr dry... thn u rub rub... thn swell agn...
prepare for ur sch reopen bah =)
n prepare ur phn in case u see my result...
high blood pressure... heart att...
no nid so panic loh~ cn directly press d phn in ur hand...
thn cn go hospital on time xDDDDDD
(make tis green xDD healthier for ur eyes ^^)
done for 2dy!! =)
Eggy Phrase~::(saw frm a hongkong hot drama:moonlight resonane)
“如果是一家人，就不应该用背负负担这四个字……”
Yout sincerely:
v^~^v
;
2:53 PM
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