Monday, June 23, 2008
im d worst....
yeap yeap
dun argue wit me tis time....
im rly d worst.....
hontoni gomenasai....
sorry....im jz too selfish....
oni think about myself...MYSELF
hahas~ im d worst eh???
i oways tell othr ppl plz think b4 u say....
hw about myself???
did i practice tht??? NOPE!
IM A FAILURE!!!!!
GT MOUTH SAY PPL NO MOUTH SAY MYSELF!!!!
WATASHI A BAKA!!! AHO!!!!
learnt many things....
haix....
if u knw me...u sud knw....
wad i said jz fooling arnd....
actualy...
not i dun 1 hang out wit u....
not i dun 1 speak to u....
jz...evyrtime i wanna talk to u....
whn i found u....u edi wit .....
thrs no poin whn saw u n ...
chated hapily n i slip in rite???
mayb tis is jz an excuse for myself...
mayb.... u knw wad?
i rly dislk d feelings whn ... appear u go towards ...
evn b4 wadeva things happen....
whreva she appear...4 sure u wil fly towards her....
ditched me n nuts... u n crazy footballer fans n oso ...
stil rmbr during PP1?
i dun think u rmbr....
i n nuts sitting in frnt of d stairs thr de bench...
waiting fer u n crazy fans....
finaly saw u guys... but end up wad???
eithr u guys din saw us or u guys DID saw us but u went to ....
i tot u both wil come bac.... but ....
anthr heart breaking scene...
nuts wanted to go join u guys...
but she saw me.... so she din....
u guys sty thr fer hw long??? u guys urself undrstnd d most....
Ah Keat Zai din replc u....
he cn NEVER replc u....
he strt gtting closer wit me evr since u n .. gting closer....
evrytime saw u n ... chat lk non-stop....
macam d chicken bud nvr stop...
chated so hpily lk ppl suround u guys all dead...
"wads wrong wit M.Y 2dy??""nothin much gua..she slpt TOO LATE YTD..."WTHECK?! I SLPT TOO LATE?! WALIAO!!!wad kind of nonsense wad kind of crap is tht?!"...... so ltr rite.... i chg"*hvnt finis conver*"nvm i talk to u some othr day""wad u wan to say? jz say la~"*chasing aftr ....*been ditched thr alone...do u rmbr since whn i strted to talk meanly to u?limme guess... i assume no?i jz dun lk tht u talk to ... MORE THN TO US!!!
mayb othrs dun k....
BUT I MIND RLY RLY MIND...
bah bah....
im a selfish person wad?
nvr care othr ppl's feelings....
hmm...
to be honest...
im rly d worst...
worst of all....
sry guys....
ignore me...
im d worst of all....
nw oni i knw....i dun knw u tht well...
u do knw me well...but im d othr way round....
im d worst...
she replc-ED me din she?
whn u chated wit her...u feel more comfortable....
u feel more significant....
hurt-ful...
rly hurt-ful....
thts mean wad i'd observe for so long hv no wrong....
she did replc-ED me....
im a heartless person....
frens....
since whn....
im so timid??
since whn.....
i've been force to gv up evrythin???
nope... no1 force me....
jz go ahead n snatch as much as u wan....
GG
sry Joanna...
sry Karine...
sry Eileen...
sry Sai Jie....
sry guys...
i decide to slp....
sry....
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10:56 PM
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